i am here. standing .
right side up.
while everything around me is ,
up side down :):
i am here. standing .
right side up.
while everything around me is ,
up side down :):
today while cleaning grime, hair, pubes from your shower
i realized i hate people and not just them but their teeth, their HAIR, their toes, and ass cracks, their impotent need to say thank you, their literal everything
i hate it all
but maybe that’s because i hate myself so why can’t i hate others
it just makes sense yk
ppl gross me tf out
like i don’t look in the mirror without feeling disgust
if you do or admit to doing any otherwise you are a liar and i hate you too
because i don’t hate all people
it’s people and their
smiles, their reassurance, their confidence, with just no idea how much i hate them
but i’ll smile too reassure you too, give you a reason to hate me while i’m hating you
then we can be like frens or smthing
lol ur so funny or something
omg i hate you, no but no fr

i imagine happiness like a warm bath
no matter how you twist or turn warmness comforts any anxiety
until slowly the water chills
you’re left shivering in cloudy liquid
wondering why you thought it would last forever